Colbalt Night

Colbalt is a character in the TSWCAtS roleplays, created by Leo.

Overview
Your fingers claw my skin, try to tear your way in

Grasp my bleeding heart with dirtied hands

You want to taste my love, feel it in your chest

Even if inside of me there’s nothing left

It’s my tenderness you yearn for

Tenderness you never gave, but deserve

For still you’ve never sinned

Another dreary dawn has come

Another day for you to fight and bleed

Another day for you to suffer in anguish and grief

Another day for your burden to grow

Fate has never been so cruel

Than to bestow sorrow upon one

Of such innocence,

Such compassion,

Such love

Beneath the moon my tired fingers ache

Being forced to hold your hand and wipe your tears

The sweetest smell of lust masked by your sweat and blood

Crocodile tears stop you from submitting to the shadows

Swallow my creed to save the boy who

Dragged his teeth across my breast to taste my sickly heart

Your fingers claw my skin, try to tear your way in

Grasp my bleeding heart with dirtied hands

You want to taste my love, feel it in your chest

Even if inside of me there’s nothing left

It’s my tenderness you yearn for

Tenderness you never gave, but deserve

For still you’ve never sinned

Your state has grown worse and I’m here to help

You’ve got your guard down when I am by your side

Let me be the one to guide you through pain and grief

Let the flights of angels sing you to your eternal rest

Swallow my pride to heal the boy who

Dragged his teeth across my breast to taste my sickly heart

Another dreary dawn has come

Another day for me to fight and bleed

Another day for me to suffer in anguish and grief

Another day for my burden to grow

Fate has never been so cruel

Than to bestow sorrow upon one

Of such innocence,

Such compassion,

Such love

I’m tired of hiding the beast you have sown

Being forced to hold your hand and wipe your tears

The sweetest smell of lust masked by my sweat and blood

Now my feigned tears won’t keep you from submitting to the shadows

Swallow my creed to slay the beast that

Dragged its teeth across my breast to taste my sickly heart

My fingers claw your skin, try to tear my way in

Grasp your bleeding heart with dirtied hands

I want to taste your shame, feel it in your chest

Even if inside of me there’s nothing left

It’s your repentance I yearn for

Repentance I never gave, but deserve

For I alone have sinned